day two and muy cansada

So, my mom is a teacher. I have several aunts who are teachers. My brother is a teacher, my sister-in-law, several friends. I don’t know if I just severely misunderstood the job description, or if I just flat out never gave them enough credit… but MAN! what a job they have!

I got through two half days and I feel like I’m still catching my breath. But, gloria a Dios for His will is perfect!

I have established a system for mornings here. It’s called get up 2 hours before I need to be somewhere. I have time for breakfast, quiet time, shower… and enough space to collect my thoughts without rushing. The system works pretty well. I’m generally early … so yesterday morning (first day of school) I went into my classroom and checked (and re-checked) to make sure everything was in place. Of course, I still feel like I have no clue what I’m doing, so everything is somewhat of a gamble at this point. I plugged in the overhead, which I had tried multiple times the previous day and discovered it didn’t work!! So, after I sweated through my first day attire, I realized it was the outlet and made the switch in time.

Nothing else too exciting to report, except that I am constantly filled and challenged with the way God has provided community, fellowship, and opportunities here. The very prayers I prayed before leaving are happening right before my eyes!

Today I got to focus a bit more on the guidance side of things – which is beautiful! I am already creating a 7th grade transitions program (called SIT – students in transitions) because from what I gather the 7th grade have a really hard time adjusting. There is no “middle school” here. It’s straight from 6th grade elementary to 7th grade high school – so you can imagine the wide eyes we saw this week! I’m working on a newsletter as well, but in a recent development.. I just found out I’ll be teaching an 11th grade elective class – Journalism! I couldn’t be more excited! I’m hoping to get the students writing a school newspaper by second semester.

Anyway, all that aside I just want to say again the Lord is good. We start each school day morning out with teacher devotions and I already know it will be a much needed grounding – to remind us of our missional purpose here at Pinares and in the community.

In other news… I know it’s been awhile since we’ve heard from Christina. I get the feeling she almost has too much to report. I still don’t feel like I’ve heard a decent account of her mission trip to New Mexico. From what she did say, it was an absolute amazing experience that God used to grow and challenge everyone involved.

Though we have strayed from our goal of keeping to a schedule, I think this next week we’ll do better! Please spread the word that we’ll be back to your regularly scheduled blogging in the next week!

Hope this finds you well.

Beginnings

Okay… many of you know that life has been more than crazy lately – for Christina and I. Tonight finds me in heated preparation of the beginning of a school year. Tomorrow, we have our first day of school and tonight most of the teachers wandered out of classrooms at 7 or 8 o’clock, looking a bit weathered.

But, as I sit with my roommates tonight, we are marveling … because we are teaching with Truth in mind. We have the opportunity to reach out to each and every student, unashamedly presenting Scripture as part of our lesson plans! I know and have heard about the struggles other teachers are facing in public schools everywhere – so I’m cherishing this gift of freedom!

We have set aside time to praise and pray tonight… for the school, the students, the leadership, and for our own words – that they may be pleasing to God.

Pray with us for this year at Pinares – that God’s love and light will reach each student and beyond to the community.

Buenos Noches!

love it, love it, love it

When asked if he wanted to go over to his grandparents house, my sweet cousin Craig Alan said, “Will I love it, love it, love it?”

I’m sure he heard it said somewhere before, but I can’t get over the honesty of his response. Tell me if I’m going to love it and then I’ll tell you if I want to go. That’s a pretty transparent picture of human nature. How will this decision benefit me (or hurt me)? I find myself analyzing situations all the time with that in mind.

Well, God has a way of really stretching us in the areas we are weakest. Sometimes I start feeling the painful stretch before I even realize I was weak. Since I’ve been in Honduras, I’m feeling stretched in areas I never knew I had! For instance, let’s just take this moment to give you a little snapshot into my stretching and confusion.

I am sitting in the Guidance office, but I have no desk, nothing to cover my wall space, a total of two binders and everything else jammed into my backpack. I am simultaneously trying to plan for my first year teaching psychology and also work on preventive guidance measures so I can promote good behavior instead of dealing so much with bad.

The constant cry from our apartment windows is “be flexible!” because we are all very much aware of our ever-changing job descriptions and of the greater mission: to live out the Gospel. We are each passionate about pursuing the Lord and we bring our unique gifts and talents as an offering. I have been so built up by relationships in our apartment alone and I praise God for His provision!

But, because God is great where I am weak, our failures will most surely show! So, I’ve made a few missteps the past couple days. It will take awhile to get used to this system and reach some level of comfortability with my position and purpose.

I’ve been reading through Romans and God is blessing me daily with reminders that He is infinitely more gracious than He has to be… and that His work is accomplished with or without me. I just must make a decision, as Esther did, to step into a time such as this for what the Lord is planning.

I guess sometimes we can’t anticipate how or why we will love it love it love it. And maybe loving it is not about our enjoyment as much as it is about His glory? Either way, I do love it so far, there’s just a lot of learning in the loving.

Please visit the webpage – I updated some links with new pictures of the market, the feeding center, and the choir trip!

Buenos Dias!

Hello, hello!

I have very little time, but I wanted to say that I have arrived in Honduras! God is so amazing in how He works everything out – even the little details.

I feel so very blessed to be here and be a part of the ministry of Pinares. Please check out the webpage – I have updated an August edition of the newsletter and added pictures to Picasa. As always, there will be more to come.

Mucho amor!

In the Air

I am on a plane flying North to South. Do you see me?

I finally packed everything – inventoried down to the pairs of underwear and bottles of ibuprofen. Yesterday I breakfasted with my friend Margee, went to town with my mom, lunched with my brother, played a round of putt-putt golf (and lost mightily), went to the library, packed, cleaned, stored, supped for the last time with my parents and grandparents, and rushed off to Omaha. WHAT a day!

I kept saying it would be “real” once I got on the plane, but now I’m hoping it will seem real enough when I land – right now it seems like any other crazy trip.

My time at home was especially sweet. If time off work was a twinkie, then Cass County would be the creme filling. There’s something about the rolling green hills, campfires, and beautiful people that will always win a comparison.

For some reason, this time when I was home an overwhelming feeling kept creeping up from my toes and would come out in waves under my eyelids. I’m not sure if I can say why, except for a foreboding feeling that things will never be the same. My friendships are changing – we are all getting older and stepping into a different phase of life. I think it was that, but also as my friends are changing… I’m leaving the country for an undetermined amount of time.

But, as I listened to my mentor at a little mexican restaurant in Atlantic, I scribbled her advice on a piece of paper that I stuffed somewhere in my carry-on. It said, “Do what you are doing now with your whole heart… your whole heart, Caroline, as unto the Lord.”

Amen!

Because, the blessings God has given are more His than mine. It’s silly to hold too tightly.

I am on a plane flying North to South. Do you see me?

Photo Album

Here are pictures from leaving Austin and then coming to Iowa. I had a great trip – stopped in Branson to have dinner and pray with Liana and then stopped in St. Louis to spend some time with one of my favorite pastor couples (Schoenfelds!) … then finally arrived in Iowa, where I’ve been gazing at green fields of corn and walking in them too! I spent an evening in Des Moines where I was hit on by a guy with a grill in the hood (he offered to buy me a phone so he could have my number!) and then we got lost in an inner city forest. Then I spent some time with my bro and we ended up at a local county fair.

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Here are pictures from the family reunion at Lake Anite State Park. In the words of my brother Samuel, “Well, I guess this goes to show we don’t need fancy jet skis and fine dining to make a Nichols vacation memorable – just each other and some superbly made water balloon launchers!”

We pretty much had a blast. And note the striking look of me on a motorcycle – get used to it, because I am getting one the next time I need wheels to get around. Well, a scooter, but it’s basically the same effect, right?

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So, when my Iowa friends get together, something awesome is bound to happen. And of course it did, when we got our sneak on at an abandoned school in Cumberland. Then, William, Grace, Patrick and I went to visit Heidi and Amaya in Lincoln. We took them to the zoo and had SUCH fun!

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Here are some pretty great pictures from the fair. What can I say? I’m proud of my roots! My cousins showed beef cattle and pretty much owned the ring. I’ll admit, I was a little more careful around the animals, but I loved it all the same!

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Enjoy these little slide shows and stay tuned for more! Today I met with a brilliant mentor and missionary and I have much to process.

Blessings!

Weekly Lineup

Okay.

Things are crazy around here.

Christina is in Whitewater New Mexico with our brother William and a team from our home church and I am packing the last few things, getting shots, and saying farewells before I leave on Thursday.

SIGH.

Tonight I jumped in the car with my parents and we made the local rounds – visited a couple relatives and friends and absolutely loved it.

I don’t really know what to promise this week, so I’m not promising anything. I do very much hope to spend some sincere time writing, reflecting, and catching up before I get way behind again.

Please pray for Christina and the group in New Mexico and for me as I prepare for Tegus. Christina is currently trying to get over a cold, so just pray that the Lord would give her an enduring spirit and willing heart. Praise the Lord for His provision thus far with connections in Tegus – it has really been amazing to see how travel, lodging, and roommates have come together in the past few days.

As I’ve been able to connect and talk with some of you this summer (family at the Cass County Fair, road trip to Lincoln, frequent stops at the church, chatting after church, and playing cards), I am overwhelmed by blessings. Truly.

From Austin to Iowa to Tegucigalpa, the Lord has gone before me preparing the way for HIS work and I am delighted to be a part.

I know Christina feels the same way about God’s faithfulness as she takes the next uncertain steps into a new phase of her life. What a life we lead – and what a treasure to serve our God.

Be blessed! Keep checking in for picture updates from our summer travels!

Where we are…

So, we’ve been a little detached from the blog and technology lately. Well, I guess maybe me more than Christina, but as you probably know, we are going through some pretty serious changes in our lives. Yesterday, Christina said goodbye to her company for good and today she’s decorating a community building for best friend #2’s wedding and tomorrow she is leaving for a mission trip to New Mexico. Pretty crazy.

I really don’t have any excuses for not writing, except that there are so many things I’d rather do. No offense, eager readers, but I’d rather meet up with my old friends, drive the countryside, or (honestly) sit out on our porch swing, than pin myself down to this silly computer. After bugging and nagging my parents for so long to get the internet, now that they have it there are so many other more interesting things to do…

Like shucking corn.

Today we shucked $100 worth of corn and my grandma and mom cooked, cut, and bagged it. This is how we’ve grown to be the corn snobs we are – don’t ever try to serve us corn from a can! It just doesn’t beat sweet corn cut right from the ear and frozen in our freezer.

Anyway, there’s my short explanation. Take it or leave it.

Speaking of leaving… Next Thursday will be my last day in the United States and it’s starting to sink in. Wow.

Times are a’ changin…

(by Christina)

I’m listening to the newest episode of the Boundless show , the online radio show of Boundless, the young adult version of Focus on the Family.

This week’s episode talks a lot about friendships changing as people get married, have babies, etc. Has me feeling a little sad… as BF #2 gets married next week (SO EXCITING!) and BF#2 will be in town with her baby. (you know, him?)

Makes me think of that part in PS I love you where all 3 girls are on the boat, and one girl is pregant, one is engaged, and the Hilary Swank character is kind of like, uh, great? I was telling my mom after the movie that this part rang true for me and she said “um, except that girl just lost her husband.” Uh, Good point mom 🙂

And you know what? It has been tough. I think all 3 of us would agree that some of the changes in our lives have been tough to weather together. But we’ve weathered them. Have we had to adjust our expectations? Definitely. Have we had to realize there are some things we can’t really talk about? Sure. But God has blessed us with each other, close to this day.

Still feeling tinge of sadness, though, to be losing my partner in crime to marriage, and the changes it will bring. ~sigh~

Walk down memory lane- Tina’s marriage a few years ago!